One day you wake up and everything is a mess. the people you thought were there for you..slowly drift away. Because of one argument everything changes. Your heart breaks into two and you slowly start isolating yourself from your friends, family, boyfriend etc. You think why am I not good enough..did I do something wrong..why cant I make this pain go away. It hurts and in truth it will never stop. After all these years.. people just throw away something so special for what? Please tell me because I am fucken lost. Ive been trying to forget about what happened but I cant. In truth.. you destroyed me. I wake up everyday with a fake smile plastered on my face and deal with everyone’s elses problems but my own. Im stressed, heartbroken, damaged but no one seems to care. it seems as if I was nothing to you and I guess that is the way it is gonna stay. Im gonna try to move on and be who I am meant to be. It just hurts knowing I tried but you just gave up so easily.
By:Me.
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When I was little, I said I was never goingto swear. I told myself that I would neverbe like the older girls on my bus, or be meanto anyone. But the person I said that I would never be, is exactly what I became. Everyone around me is turning into someone they said that they’d never become. It’s hard to live in a society like this. It’s hard to swim in a world so shallow.
(via someday-i-promise)
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